
Distance covered: 155 miles
As men often do, I started this whole marathon adventure with a plan. I downloaded a proven training routine, did research on exercise and diet and looked at the calendar to see how it would all come together. I had everything pretty well mapped out...and then life took over!
"In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps." Proverbs 16:9One look at my training schedule above and you can see things haven't been going exactly according to plan! The circled boxes represent all the running days I've been missing lately. What I hadn't
PLANNED on was my back going out after my first true LONG distance run of 9 miles and needing to take a week off to let things heal up nor had I planned on missing a week of work and another week of training due to the flu (H1N1 according to the doctor even though my test was negative!). I hadn't planned on the surprise visit from friends from Taiwan and 4 days of tour guide service around Dallas. I hadn't planned on RAINY mornings, alarm clocks not going off and bad heartburn after eating at Calle Doce (best Mexican Food in Dallas!)...I think you get the point. And what do you think happened to me as I began to see MY PLAN unravel? I'm sure you guessed it...frustration, disappointment, anxiety! Why was all this happening? How was I going to pull this marathon off now!? And who do you think these questions (accusations) were often aimed at? You probably guessed it again...the ONE who has always been in control and never let me down yet. The One who promises to work ALL things together for the good of those who love Him. Yeah, God and I have had some interesting conversations lately. Then just when I started to throw around the idea that maybe it would be better for me to just go for the half marathon instead of the whole enchilada, my good friend and brother in Christ, Alan (who's also running the whole marathon for Living Among Them), put an end to that quick. Thank the Lord for brothers and sisters who are willing to give us a gentle, but firm kick in the rear right when we need it most! This past Saturday Alan and I successfully ran 11 miles (1 hour + 50 min.) out at White Rock Lake and then celebrated afterwards by feasting at IHOP (come on, we earned it!).
I hesitate to say that I'm
back on course with a scheduled 14 mile run for this weekend...I think a better choice of words is that I'm
back on board with the reality that every day is a gift from God and every step I take with Him is a step in the right direction (even when...no ESPECIALLY when it's a step in the opposite direction I planned to go).
Can I explain what all lessons I'm learning through this whole marathon experience? At this point not really. I only know that the more things go the way I plan them to go, the easier it is for me to think that I made it happen, when in reality:
"It is God who works in you to will and to act according to His good purpose." Philippians 2:13So I'll make my plans, but thank God for directing my steps to get me where I truly need to be!
(Important and wonderful side note: my wife and I had PLANNED on having our first child after 3 or so years of marriage...HA! God willing, in June 2010 we'll be welcoming our little unplanned BLESSING into the world!)
"Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen." Ephesians 3:20:21